um gottes willen!

i wake, berore the sun arises

to quietly watch the view 

of the night groaning and dying 

i roar, and moan to the house

screaming the corridors

remembering sitting down with you 

so, i make myself some coffee 

and get ready to hit the town 

then i recall how i've left you down

and i remember all the leaves

when you left me there to grieve

when you said you're leaving

my world was ending

i call your name at midnight

and i think of calling you

but i'm too afraid of you 

turn me into a fool

i go and drive around my car

to the furthest bus stop 

to see if you're waiting 

to someone to drop

oh, um gottes willen,

we'll all in the ground

mein gott ist jetzt tot

just like you turned around

my heart is now dark

i remember when we had a spark

you were the all for me, everything,

anything that i wanted

you turned yourself into

i want to face your great pride

and turn in from your inside

but i don't know, i'm still in tears

i wish you still rememberd me

if i call you, will you recall

my face covered in tears